I didn’t realize what I was doing when I chose to “split” off that part of myself. I only knew that sending her into exile seemed the only way to survive the pain.
I did this with writing. I didn’t even know that I severed that part of myself until God had picking up magazines off the floor at Barnes and Noble. I picked up a Writer’s Digest magazine and the cover had a quote by someone saying something about how writing made them feel alive and gave them insight into their own soul. I picked up a pen the very next morning. It’s so fulfilling and amazing to see God connect passion and purpose. The one thing that makes me feel more ME than anything else is the same thing that is becoming my own ministry. God is good!