is this living by the Spirit
unsure where i am and
untethered against next wind’s gust?
to live by increments
a divided clock and protracted heart
degrees of devotion to each good deed?
somewhere in the middle –
is there quiet and peace?
I know there is!
I have a shepherd who
promises quiet water trickles near
but though i trod, i fear.
to walk with him without wondering
to walk with him without wandering
his Spirit in me?
I have been reading Oswald Chambers’ classic book, “My Utmost for His Highest.” Funny, I have been reading the appropriate day numerically – but in June! I think God orchestrated my blond-mistake because the devotion written for June 19th fit nicely with my post from yesterday. See if you agree:
“Lovest thou Me?… Feed My sheep.” John 21:16
Jesus did not say – Make converts to your way of thinking, but look after My sheep, see that they get nourished in the knowledge of Me. We count as service what we do in the way of Christian work; Jesus Christ calls service what we are to Him, not what we do for Him. Discipleship is based on devotion to Jesus Christ, not on adherence to a belief or a creed. “If any man come to Me and hate not…, he cannot be My disciple.” There is no argument and no complusion, but simply – If you would be my disciple, you must be devoted to Me. A man touched by the Spirit of God suddenly says – “Now I see Who Jesus is,” and that is the source of devotion.
Today we have substituted credal belief for personal belief, and that is why so many are devoted to causes and so few devoted to Jesus Christ. People do not want to be devoted to Jesus, but only to the cause He started.” (insert here: love, peace, acceptance of others, honesty, forgiveness, etc. All good things in and of themselves, but useless without the person of Jesus Christ.)
“Jesus Christ is a source of deep offense to the educated mind of today that does not want Him in any other way than as a Comrade. Our Lord’s first obedience was to the will of His Father, not to the needs of men; the saving of men was the natural outcome of His obedience to the Father. If I am devoted to the cause of humanity only, I will soon be exhausted and come to the place where my love will falter; but if I love Jesus Christ personally and passionately, I can serve humanity though men treat me as a doormat. The secret of a disciple’s life is devotion to Jesus Christ, and the characteristic of the life is its unobtrusiveness. It is like a corn of wheat, which falls into the ground and dies, but presently it will spring up and alter the whole landscape. (John 12:24)